An average christian is ready to put his life on a stake maybe once in his lifetime to avoid the hell or judgement. Few may be ready to risk their lives for a friends' sake to show some love in front of an audience - but again only once. So, christians aren't very good soldiers and heroes. And perhaps Jesus knew it when he said to christians not to carry a sword. I would not know anything about being a soldier if I had not met a certain gypsy. Every morning I had to thank God that I was still alive and that no-one had not slain me while I was asleep. And God told me that soldiers' life is always like that. They risk their lives even 300 times a year, that is almost every day and for what I do not know? Why do they risk and sacrifice so much? Anyway I think that they deserve 300 times a compensation for their sacrifices. And everyone should know that they have been heroes 300 times a year when a good Christian have been a hero perhaps only once in his lifetime. I do not know what spirit gives them strenght to bear all difficulties that they must bear during their service. In finnish bible there are mentioned many diffirent kind of spirits: The Spirit of the truth, The holy spirit, the Lord's spirit and so on. Sometimes I think they must have got the spirt of the Lord and I have just the spirit of the truth but I do not know precisely? I may look like an idiot to write like this but I must warn you not to accept so gratefully a compensation that is too little. If goverment or your people gives you something as an compensation it is obvious that it does not fit the real cost or sacrifice you have been given. So take it and keep it but remember that it can be only a small interest compared to what you really deserve. I guess no-one can ever pay you back the real cost. I hope and pray that you someday get the real compensation from our Lord's and God's hands. I think you have been hero enough and even more than anyone else. Thursday, 18.6.2009.